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 This is why i wanted you to be my bestfriend . because being my bestfriend means being my everything .
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Take my heart ! yeahyeahyeahyeah ^^
Cute song ^^ Zahlyn posted this on my wall . Awwwww shoo cute . Haha , enjoy ;)
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 Tell them i was happy . And my heart is broken . All my scars are open . Tell them all i hoped would be impossible .
' Im breaking apart . My limbs all weak . My heart all shattered ): When i see you walking away from me . When you were the one who wanted a good ending , but you ended up hurting me juggling loads of girls . Im waiting . I was waiting . I will always be waiting on you . But all you do is turn your back on me . Now idk what else i should do . '
Its over . 28 is long over . Muhammad Fazli Izhar , you're over . Yesterday when i saw BellAzmi , i panicked . But when i saw you just now , i couldn't feel a thing . Im gonna stop grieving . Im gonna stop blaming myself for what happened to us . I have to grow up . And i have to let things go (':
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 You are who you are , you are the beauty of God .
My soul is an oxymoron . Not really beautiful . The shattered heart has undermined and it has been diminished by love . Yet , i hope eventho ive lost faith in humanity . I start a new day , begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with my old nonsense . I will never give up on love , because God has never given up on loving me unconditionally .
And i apologise to thos who've ive neglected . Somehow or another , im very exhausted upon the bitching and the babbling . Men may be very cruel to women in love , but never cruel in friendship , unlike women . I am reserved to women . Not because im a bitch , but because i don't want to be a subject of the bitch . Thats because when they insult , all i say is ' really ? okay . stop talking about them alrdy ' . Thats when i am the subject . Cus i oppose all your bitch talking . So , don't be surprised if i stray away from you .
Thats all , sorry , nothing to talk about really . Goodbye xoxo .
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This is my walk to remember . I am so fucked up .
I want a guy who will move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who will sing to me at random moments. Who will let me sleep on their chest. A boy who will get mad at someone if they were mean to me. He will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. He will take me to the park and put his hand around my waist and give me bear hugs all the time. But mostly, I want someone who will be my best friend; one who’ll never break my heart.
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Im very fragile . but I’m also one of the strongest people you’ll ever meet. I’ve got tough skin but a really soft heart.
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 Tuesdays were supposed to be our days . Im really not happy right now , not at all )':
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 Can I have my bestfriend back , Sufiyan ?
I really miss alot about you . Unfortunately im too afraid to say it to you . Im starting to doubt the forever in bestfriends . And ive not changed . ♥
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You need to stop hatin' so much , bitch .
you have so much going on in your life and hating so many things i think you're undergoing depression girl . chill . you wanna fuck up too many things . i feel sad for you .
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