You're an asshole . A beautiful one at that . You make me angry till my ears fume , you break my heart like its a toy , you make me cry you a river , you play me out whenever you want to , you just , you just make me so depressed at times . But you make me laugh the most beautiful laugh . You kiss me randomly and lick my hand like my hand does not contain any germs or whatever . You , you revolve around me . You are the rainbow after a rainy day . You calm me when i get angry and you say sorry with the face of innocence when you do smth wrong . You throw me down the hill but catch me before i fall . I know that im gonna suffer and may prolly die cus of depression but , i love you .