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If only you knew how terrified i am .

Sometimes its so hard to trust someone knowing you will get hurt . Its not that they did any wrong or whatsoever . You are just very afraid of the feeling . It sucks to know you're the screwed one in the relationship . To know that whatever you do , whenever you blow up , or just let your ego take over you , the other party can just hop to another person to get consoled and you are pointlessly getting mad . You don't even know what happens behind your back . And you get all mad at yourself about how you could let yourself fall in love with the person when you know you're not supposed to . It sucks .