reenico♥
Reen ; Nurin Syarafina .
Not nice . Not even one bit .
Goodluck (:
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You can say that im petrified . Not just normal-scared . Im totally freaked out .
The first time i fell in love , he fell in love with my bestfriend . That was the most hardest and most saddest sad ive ever felt . Maybe i got too numb for a few months , and then i started dating again , i thought , this time its gonna be real . I was so .... innocent and God maybe wanted to punish me or smth and my life , i thought , ended . It didn't , obviously . I waited longer this time , abt another year . Then i met my most recent exbf . We lasted for about a year plus , but the 2nd month , he probed on texting my bestfriend , the same bestfriend as the previous one . The rest of the months i was with him , i was lying , i didn't even trust him to be honest . I was deeply in love with him , maybe too much , that i was able to feel numb for the rest of the months . I realised i can't be stupid enough to do the same mistake thrice . I can't keep numbing myself just cus i love someone . It dsnt work like that . Now , i love myself more . Im not gonna let anything else happen to me . Not you , or you , or you (:
The first time i fell in love , he fell in love with my bestfriend . That was the most hardest and most saddest sad ive ever felt . Maybe i got too numb for a few months , and then i started dating again , i thought , this time its gonna be real . I was so .... innocent and God maybe wanted to punish me or smth and my life , i thought , ended . It didn't , obviously . I waited longer this time , abt another year . Then i met my most recent exbf . We lasted for about a year plus , but the 2nd month , he probed on texting my bestfriend , the same bestfriend as the previous one . The rest of the months i was with him , i was lying , i didn't even trust him to be honest . I was deeply in love with him , maybe too much , that i was able to feel numb for the rest of the months . I realised i can't be stupid enough to do the same mistake thrice . I can't keep numbing myself just cus i love someone . It dsnt work like that . Now , i love myself more . Im not gonna let anything else happen to me . Not you , or you , or you (: