I hate this facade , i hate the fact that i have to act all tough outside . I hate the fact that i have to give everyone a smile when i don't want to . For once , let me be selfish . Wait , yet , i am , i shut myself out from everyone i seem to know , and , i get lonely and miserable . I can't help it , humans are v cruel creatures . If i befriend them , im just being hypocritic . And then i have a lie to keep . Im good at lying , we all are . Smetimes i want people to take notice , take notice of the unwellness . My unwellness . But then , i don't need no ones sympathy . Afterall , no one would sincerely care . Humans don't sincerely care . It only works in unconditional love . But , no one loves unconditionally . We all expect our love to be returned . Eventho its a sin , i question God . Yet its worthless , my questions , humans change their minds , but they are too self-centered to change themselves . I hate this facade .