I don't understand you . I don't understand myself either . Why do i always feel as tho you've not been here for a long time ? Why do you always run away from me ? I jst need you to call me , but you don't . I jst need you to talk to me , but you don't . I just need you to do smth to tell me you're still bothered . I don't want you to fake it . Id rather you go if you do . You keep saying i don't understand , you keep saying im avoiding you . But ive been here all along , you expect me to do everything . If i dont do smth , i don't care . If i care , i don't understand . Yeah , ive not been the understanding one . Ive not been the fun one . I can't take your very fcking insulting jokes . I can be shouted at in public , but you can't . I can be the one whos skin is as thick to cry in front of public , you can't . You take advantage of the chances i gave you cus you know i won't leave . You make me wait all day , all night for you to be home to call me and you have fun with your friends . Now you're telling me you love me ? You don't . Stop pretending .