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Not for anyone particular . Maybe for some people . Maybe not . Just smth that made me really sad today ?
So what if a certain someone has a warm personality . Yeah , she doesn't share any experiences with you . She's an introvert , what dyou expect ? But if she's been there when you cry and when you laugh and everything , don't you think she deserves to be a goodfriend too ? At the very least she doesn't bail on on much things . Don't you think it hurts when you bail her out on lending her a camera for her art cus she's not as rich as you ? Don't you think it hurts when you leave her out ? Yeah , she knows she's from a lower stream . She knows very well where she ought to be , not with the cleverests' but with the average . She's accepted that fact . You ran to her when your exbfs broke up with you , and she will be telling all of em off and how an asshole they are to you . You forgot all that didn't you ? Yeah , you have . She doesn't mind about you treating her like what a trash she is . But she doesn't want you to show her that you do because she'll think that everything is not worth it , being there for you .
And you , you can ask all the help from her all you want . You can shout at her and ask her to shut up when she asks whatever qsns politely . She'll just keep quiet and continue doing whatever she's been doing cus you're her bfs' brother . She may not throw any profanities at you after that , but it doesn't mean she has forgotten all about it . She's just giving you face . It fucking hurts when she has to take a 'kau takmu irritating la' . But when you ask her to help you in your maths and shit , she willingly helps you out with it sincerely . Until she remembered how you have treated her since the start . Yesterday , you were dead tired and slept just ANYWHERE that even when your phone rang , you didn't hear . So , she sent you till the end of the world eventho she didnt get as much sleep as you did . And today , she got a 'fcuker !' , cus you asked her to tell you what she thinks about the girl you've been contacting and she merely gave a constructive insult . She dsn't mind about you treating her like trash . But she doesn't want you to show her that you do because she'll think that everything is not worth it , helping you out .
And to You , one of the most important people in HER life . She loves you like never before and she knows very well that she will love you no matter what . She have been and will always . She knows she's been more of an asshole towards you than you are to her . Or not . Whatever it is , whichever way you see it , she loves you . Maybe sometimes she needs you to be a friend , when she needs to cry every other day , she needs to cry so very hysterically in your arms but you aren't always there . She understands that you have to work , cus if she doesn't , she would prolly be gone . But you have to make some time for her and not make some time to shout at her or scold her when shes not having a good day and you both end up fighting . She just wants you to be serious when you have to . When shes dead serious . When she's sad about something . When she's angry and her days doesn't go her way . She dsn't mind even if you treat her like trash . But she doesn't want you to show her that you do because she'll think that everything is not worth it , needing you when she knows she dsn't have to .
She , is me . Sorry for the very sentimental post .
So what if a certain someone has a warm personality . Yeah , she doesn't share any experiences with you . She's an introvert , what dyou expect ? But if she's been there when you cry and when you laugh and everything , don't you think she deserves to be a goodfriend too ? At the very least she doesn't bail on on much things . Don't you think it hurts when you bail her out on lending her a camera for her art cus she's not as rich as you ? Don't you think it hurts when you leave her out ? Yeah , she knows she's from a lower stream . She knows very well where she ought to be , not with the cleverests' but with the average . She's accepted that fact . You ran to her when your exbfs broke up with you , and she will be telling all of em off and how an asshole they are to you . You forgot all that didn't you ? Yeah , you have . She doesn't mind about you treating her like what a trash she is . But she doesn't want you to show her that you do because she'll think that everything is not worth it , being there for you .
And you , you can ask all the help from her all you want . You can shout at her and ask her to shut up when she asks whatever qsns politely . She'll just keep quiet and continue doing whatever she's been doing cus you're her bfs' brother . She may not throw any profanities at you after that , but it doesn't mean she has forgotten all about it . She's just giving you face . It fucking hurts when she has to take a 'kau takmu irritating la' . But when you ask her to help you in your maths and shit , she willingly helps you out with it sincerely . Until she remembered how you have treated her since the start . Yesterday , you were dead tired and slept just ANYWHERE that even when your phone rang , you didn't hear . So , she sent you till the end of the world eventho she didnt get as much sleep as you did . And today , she got a 'fcuker !' , cus you asked her to tell you what she thinks about the girl you've been contacting and she merely gave a constructive insult . She dsn't mind about you treating her like trash . But she doesn't want you to show her that you do because she'll think that everything is not worth it , helping you out .
And to You , one of the most important people in HER life . She loves you like never before and she knows very well that she will love you no matter what . She have been and will always . She knows she's been more of an asshole towards you than you are to her . Or not . Whatever it is , whichever way you see it , she loves you . Maybe sometimes she needs you to be a friend , when she needs to cry every other day , she needs to cry so very hysterically in your arms but you aren't always there . She understands that you have to work , cus if she doesn't , she would prolly be gone . But you have to make some time for her and not make some time to shout at her or scold her when shes not having a good day and you both end up fighting . She just wants you to be serious when you have to . When shes dead serious . When she's sad about something . When she's angry and her days doesn't go her way . She dsn't mind even if you treat her like trash . But she doesn't want you to show her that you do because she'll think that everything is not worth it , needing you when she knows she dsn't have to .
She , is me . Sorry for the very sentimental post .