I'd like to apologise to all Ifah , Amalina , Nadee and Jamie for MIA-ing all these while . Idk how to say this to all of you since , im not that close to all of you now . I know , sucks having a friend who backs out during the last minute . Its not that i want to , i jst , have so many things on my mind . Im having a pretty hard time now , just so you know . I don't know how you girls do it , Olevel is hardddd . Its draining everyth out of me . Im such a weak link . Apart from that , i have internal issues which keeps invading my mind and it distracts me most of the time . Idk who i should turn to about all these . Im jst afraid i would take most of your time by pouring out my emo-nak-mampos feelings about the world . And cus of that , i tend to isolate myself from almost everyone . Honestly , all of you are the ONLY genuine friends i have , i hope ? Whatever it is , i really apologise about everyth /':