And i thought i was stronger )':
I cried to sleep after buka and now my eyes
are dead puffy . I cried so hard , my asthma acted
back and it was so painful .
I felt like calling you and saying everything ive been
keeping since then . But i just tried my best not to and it
made me cry even harder piling up everything inside .
Im dead tired everyday cus most of the time ,
you just have to pop up and make me think about you ,
and i have to think so hard to get you off .
Im very tired .