And i literally mean all the time . Except when im sleeping of course . And im so excited , i feel as tho im gonnaexplode ! especially when you hold my hand ,or try to . Or hug me with your head on my shoulder . (see , this part manje) Or where ytd , when i was exhausted nak mampos , i got to rest by yours with you playing with my hair . It was , phenomenal . I feel so comfortable . The way you whisper 'iloveyou' in my ear . I longed for that , and now its come , all the waiting has ended . Oh wait , not yet . Please , let it be soon .