I can't sleep properly .
Ive been waking up and sleeping again and
again . I keep thinking of you , fazli .
I hate it that i can't stop .
And i never seem to get tired of it .
I wanna touch you again ,
hold you and cuddle in your arms .
I never get things right nowadays .
But when i was with you it was a tho
i was the most perfect little girl .
So happy and contented .
but now , so crushed and clueless about
life .

I miss you so much ,
sometimes i wish to hug you tho
we're gone .