Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows

I feel lost , physically and mentally .
I really really like Iqbal alot that i think , ive decided to leave him .
But then again ,
id have no one .
Yeah , i do have my friends , but , sooner or later ,
won't they go ?
they always say only your family won't betray you .
i didn't know that god gave me a life
so that your mum and dad would tell you where to go in life .
Aren't they only supposed to guide ?
Not lead our lives ?
I like travelling , but being a stewardess is just too dangerous for
me .
I like running , but winning a medal in Nationals just can't bring me anywhere .
I like to go out , but the influential rate of teenagers are going high and
i wouldn't know how to differentiate between right and wrong .
I like painting but it just makes the house dirty .
I like to cry myself to sleep and not talk about problems ,
but theyd want me to talk and when i talk all im saying is bullshit .
I wanna ride a motorcycle but dad was a bad rider so they assume
im gonna be a bad rider too .
I wanna go out with guy friends without telling lies ,
but guy friends are dangerous cus i can be raped or whatever .
So i tell lies , but im not allowed to ,
cus they don't let me . If they do , id be telling them everything .
But i can't , cus they don't let me , so is it my fault ?
Yes , its still my fault , eventho im not living my own life .
So what am i suppose to do , where am i suppose to go ,
who am i suppose to turn to ?
God , i have to turn to God , cus if everyones not there for you ,
Allah , the Almighty will be there .
Tell me whats fair and whats unfair ?
Someone tell me please ):