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To Shashabell (:

Yeah , we were together ,

i told you wanted to be with him on the 28th ,

right ? And we did .

That was on Tuesday , but he didn't

even leave a goodbye textmsg on the day we were

together . On Thursday , he had an exchange prog.

to Cambodia too . So he went , and there was another school ,

Bedok Town Secondary . Unfortunately he was alrdy unfaithful only a few days after we

were together . I came back on Monday , and he , Thursday .

So i waited for his return , and i went to the

airport , just to see him eventho i was abit angry that he never said goodbye

when i left . I saw him , and he did say 'Hi' . But only that , and he walked off .

We didn't contact each other on friday and only did on Saturday that week ,

cause there was a friends' bbq . We didn't even have time for each other at

the bbq . He didn't even care to talk to me . And i just went home .

After that day , for 2 fucking weeks , he avoided me .

At last , he texted me asking what i wanted , and i said ,

if you don't love me anymore , lets break up , and he did .

He didn't love me anymore , so we broke up .

I found out he was contacting another girl from

Bedok Town Secondary , Pretty and cute , def.

much more gorgeous than me . So thats how things ended .

The days before we were together were much more better than

the days we were together . And honestly ,

i do still love him . but i have to move on . So bell , here's the story (:

And btw , i miss you (:

Okay , enough of the being all emotional .

Hahahaha . Alrighty , Im so excited for tmrw ,

cause ill be going out with Iqbal Khan ~

And , Thanks to Aiz Pistol , he told me not

to move forward and never turn back .

I've realised that ugly memories always remain ugly eventho

its already over . And i think im a slut or whore who

has guys after guys , and i know some of you agree and are

laughing at me wishing it to be in my face ,

but , after Aqasyah , ive had enough , really .

Love in this age , its so stupid it can make some

lose their minds .