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Reen ; Nurin Syarafina .
Not nice . Not even one bit .
Goodluck (:
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I've held you in front of blinking manatees,
Tucked moonlight into secret places for you,
And together we've seen some of the lamest teen comedies hollywood has to offer,
But ' you failed to see the magic in that ):'
Or rather,
failed to need nurturing simple gifts
The way I did .
The past had you looking around corners we hadn't gotten to yet,
The anxiety building like the left accidentally on in the kitchen,
And salvage any warmth between us I could.
And ' my mouth a match,
where even the word 'love' caused brutal explosions.'
You always found things to fill your hands with in public,
to insist seperation .
I don't know how many shirts of mine Ive stopped wearing,
because you loved taking them off.
But it is going on 15 months,
since we shared a smoothie,
a couch,
a sunburn,
And it is 15 months into never having resolved this time
together in our lives.
I'd emailed you wassup.
But this not-so-often-anymore ache better ,
at least,
than feeling lost in a conversation with someone
I once considered home.
The bold sentences are how i feel ,
what i realized and how stupidity got into
me to be in love with you;Aqasyah .
But now, im free from almost all the heartaches you'd
dumped me with, only one small part left,
to forget about you and about us .
Okay, i know ive been abit sentimental in my posts,
but, it hurts alot like a boulder on your heart, yet,
soon it won't anymore (:
Well, i know some of you may find it hard toTucked moonlight into secret places for you,
And together we've seen some of the lamest teen comedies hollywood has to offer,
But ' you failed to see the magic in that ):'
Or rather,
failed to need nurturing simple gifts
The way I did .
The past had you looking around corners we hadn't gotten to yet,
The anxiety building like the left accidentally on in the kitchen,
And salvage any warmth between us I could.
And ' my mouth a match,
where even the word 'love' caused brutal explosions.'
You always found things to fill your hands with in public,
to insist seperation .
I don't know how many shirts of mine Ive stopped wearing,
because you loved taking them off.
But it is going on 15 months,
since we shared a smoothie,
a couch,
a sunburn,
And it is 15 months into never having resolved this time
together in our lives.
I'd emailed you wassup.
But this not-so-often-anymore ache better ,
at least,
than feeling lost in a conversation with someone
I once considered home.
The bold sentences are how i feel ,
what i realized and how stupidity got into
me to be in love with you;Aqasyah .
But now, im free from almost all the heartaches you'd
dumped me with, only one small part left,
to forget about you and about us .
Okay, i know ive been abit sentimental in my posts,
but, it hurts alot like a boulder on your heart, yet,
soon it won't anymore (:
understand the poem at first cause i went through the
same thing the first time i read it, but
then i read it again and because i was
feeling the same way, it really got to me.
If i do find more poem , ill just post it cause
im very lazy to blog about my everyday life,
ITS BORINGGG !~
PS: I don't think i can ever get into relationships,
cause we just simply don't last long , or maybe im just,
fickled . Or the boys i take are just jerks .
Or their just into Secondary 1&2 relationships while
i go for serious ones . Hahaha . Okay Ciao~