Had a misunderstanding with qasyahh ):

Yesterday and today .

I was feeling sad yesterday , [un]fortunately , i told

my bestfriend ; iin , not to tell him , but qasyah was with him

so too bad . then he called , when he called everything started ay-okay ,

but then he started to laugh right after he asked me several qsns , then the call

would be interrupted so i just hung up .

that night , we were okay again , but i still was feeling very lethargic

so i slept early without telling him .

today , i texted him at 10 to apologise to him cus he called me several times .

after 2 smses , he replied cus he slept so late , so it was okay .

then around noon , i texted him again , he didnt reply .

around 4 later on ,

i tried texting him AGAIN , and he replied , he said he was busy helping his mum .

then we stopped again , and then around 6 , i texted him , AGAIN .

after a few smses , he stopped it , i asked him if he was busy but he said he wasnt .

then i was fucked up by then cus i was tired , the whole day of

helping my mum clean and make kueh .

i went like ' why you never reply ? you always used to reply but then

now you're just ignoring any message i tried sending you . whatever ,

msg me when you feel like it ' . i said that , then he asked me not to think nonsense ,

of course i would la cus he wasn't like this whaaat .

but now we're okay , still unstable , but okay .

still sad tho ):

im starting to feel afraid of r/ships again .

and to ayuu , i do forgive you .

i dnt wanna say anything more .

and i know we used to be so close ,

but lets just let things happen the

way its supposed to be , like right now .

yours truly,

reeen .