im crushed , im totally crushed , so so deeply .
cause he has a new gf , and his words to her are sweeter than sugar .
and it hurt me , it got into my head , i never should trust a mans word .
and i don't want to face reality , i don't wanna think he doesn't love me anymore .
Im screwed ):

I have no mood to blog , as requested by Hanz to blog in perfect english in one of my upcoming post , i shall , soon , not now .