♥

; i miss my eldest sister , i really really do . eventho i thought i wouldnt ,

i did , to think that shes alone is aussie , made me feel like sheding tears . and then ,

she went thru tough times and i jst broke down cause seeing her cry is the worse . now

i realised that , it doesn't matter how much you hate or dislike anyone is your family , you'd

still miss them overall ):

Did i mention today is crushed . I went cycling yesterday night and hit something and

i think i smashed my knee , with a few scraps , i really busted my knee ,

its swollen and i can't walk . arghhhhh , fell down like one nangka busok ,

like what he said , nangka busok yang berisi . that made me laugh a lil ,

but everything still hurts , went i went down , the handle digged thru my ribcage ,

and it hurts right now .

By the way , todays post is gonna be long , And ive made my decision that ajax is stupid , a hot stupid ,

liar with no dick ! Lying his way thru that filthy teeth of his . and myself , how stupid of me , to believe he could take over caleb ): Caleb , id still remember everything you said

to me , and did for me . And idc that you hate me or dislike me .

Imma try my best to get you back . Like Kimi said , who knows .

Im proud to say I Love You , Caleb . And i know now ,

you wouldn't care , but soon . Soon id make you care .