Everytime i feel like blogging , i have the
urge to type so much , but in the end , nothing runs in my mind except for him .
I made him angry i guess , cause i sat beside Zhafir during History lesson .
I saw his face and i felt awfully guilty .
He is , wow , he's the one after sucha long time , who convinced me quite a bit .
Now his phone is down , and i really really wanna text him , will it be long till he'll be back ?
Cause in school , he's one totally different human . In texts , he's just one of the guys that don't say the sweetest words yet is likely sweet .
And i like him when he texts me , i could actually hear him say the words .
Called him to ask him why he didn't reply , then his voice got stuck in my head .
He says my name in the cutest manner , im falling for him .
I mean infatuated by him . Sometimes questions linger in my mind ,
asking if hes' gonna cheat on me , use me like he uses his underwear .
I hate him so much sometimes , but ..... god how do i explain this feeling !