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Reen ; Nurin Syarafina .
Not nice . Not even one bit .
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Yesterday was the TwentyFifth . Yesterday was the worse day for me . Yesterday broke everything in me . Yesterday was hopeless . 4 months after we broke up and nothing has changed in me . I was simply lying to myself saying ive gotten over you . I tried manifesting the sadthings in life and decided to be optimistic . We argued cause of a little misunderstanding but you showed me you still cared about me . I don't care no matter how much you wanna despise me , i don't care if you find me annoying . I know you still care , everyone knows that . But i don't understand why your ego has taken over you . Why you can't say what you wanna say . Im not being shameless , but i know . 4 months Caleb , you still care don't you ? . No ones kiss has ever blew me away like yours did . Every r/ship after yours had stopped me from loving anyone else . It feels so right with you . I mean , its the best yet worse thrill to have . Its like an adrenalin rush , something like that , yet different . Just seeing you in school gives me a tint of happiness .
I don't know if you're reading this or not , but if you are , then you'll know that what i said was what i felt . I myself am not sure if its true . I know i broke your heart , but i was confused . And im no asking for you back or whatever , im just asking you to tell me how you feel towards me , cause like i said , you'll always be my number one . So what if i date people , they never impressed me like you did . Their 'love' for me isnt even enough to be a rebound for you . Their love for me is just too little to replace yours . Nuh Khalaf , you have no idea how much you have meant to me , you have no idea how much you MEAN to me . And i hate you so much for touching her , i didn't know what i should do , so i just kept quiet . I hate you so much for being in my mind so much . Eventho my fantasy was to grow old with you , i know it wouldnt happen . But for a little while that we were together , i didnt get to cherish it so much , not cause i didnt love you , but cause i know we'd still be together later on . Too bad everything ended in a terrible way huh ? Alright , thats all i have to say .
I don't know if you're reading this or not , but if you are , then you'll know that what i said was what i felt . I myself am not sure if its true . I know i broke your heart , but i was confused . And im no asking for you back or whatever , im just asking you to tell me how you feel towards me , cause like i said , you'll always be my number one . So what if i date people , they never impressed me like you did . Their 'love' for me isnt even enough to be a rebound for you . Their love for me is just too little to replace yours . Nuh Khalaf , you have no idea how much you have meant to me , you have no idea how much you MEAN to me . And i hate you so much for touching her , i didn't know what i should do , so i just kept quiet . I hate you so much for being in my mind so much . Eventho my fantasy was to grow old with you , i know it wouldnt happen . But for a little while that we were together , i didnt get to cherish it so much , not cause i didnt love you , but cause i know we'd still be together later on . Too bad everything ended in a terrible way huh ? Alright , thats all i have to say .