Tho yesterday was a blast , laughter was going around the world and fucksorts , its so excrutiatingly painful to know that guys whom you tend to crush or infatuate with are ergghh ! It boils my brain so badly yknow , you feel like torturing their dicksons ! I feel like running and running and i dun wanna stop . But too bad im still at the point where im such a weak freak to move on ! Im still stuck eventho im over that asshole . Someone kick me and ask me to face reality ! And like everygirl facing this fickling big hoe crisis , i feel you babies ! And Coach gave me piss off when the rest didn't turn up fpr training . WHAT THE FUCKING UP TO THE S ! I didn't need that at all ya know ? Everyones a freakishly big boob ! Guess what ? I also have a ficlking huge problem with innocent people who innnocently don't know anything ! Yes , you ! I think ive come to realise where im wasting my time on you ! Wasting all my bloody effort to stay up late night to wait for you ! And im sorry if your phone bill is going up just cause you call me ! I hope theres no need for you to call me anymore , THANK YOU VERY MUCH EH ! Let me tell you something bugger ! After me , don't you go date many girls at a go ! In the end you'll just hurt them into pieces of crap if their into you ! And if you're finding the right girl , date/contact people one by one ! You have a long way to go in life man ! The day is still young ! One by one then you'll know which one IS the right one , get that ? Love needs time and if you keep doing this , you'll never ever find anyone . Im sorry if you're reading this at all , i just need you to know .

So now im still veryvery angry cause of dkw ! I woke up at the wrong side of the bed and i need a life ! Wheres ya love Reeen ? *SCREAMS*