I shed some tears cause of him . And he said its crocodile tears . That made me cry .
He asked me to get lost from there and not interfere in his life . That made me cry .
He said i called him 'jantan sial' . Yeah i did and im proud to say it . I said it again in his face while crying . Yet i wasn't strong enough , that made me cry . He spout and shoot vulgarities in my face , saying he just wanted to slap me . All of that made me wonder why im still in love with him .

Shila asked if i was , i confidently said 'No' but no one knows how i feel deep inside .
I tried handling the pain but gawd , it felt as if i was blind . In a confused state you insulted me , insulted me with all your might . Now you've seen me suffer , enough already will you ? When will you stop ? When do you wanna stop ? You win already . You must be really happy now huh ? Winning to a girl . Wanna fight with a girl . Dare to say you wanted to slap me . Im proud to say i cried . Im a girl and im supposed to . I said sorry to Shila , cause she felt like a third person . Yet we had nothing to do with each other anymore . Then someone said we'd be going somewhere . Yet you gave a sarcastic remark . How rude you were , giving no goddamn respect , kate je brothers . But im just waiting for you to suffer now , cause i believe in karma . And if i ever see you fall , it would be the best thing that happened in life cause you laughed when you insulted me . How lovely it would be huh ? I just feel like flashing your name and stating to everyone how ruthless you were to me , a girl . But i guess everyone wld know already who you are .
And to whom this may concern , sorry if i ever brought you in .