FUCKEN ARGHHHHH !
Whats your point of keeping me in this house for ?
So what if you told me you care about me ?!
Im not allowed to see the real world now ? Who are you
to tell me which friends i should mix with ? Yeah i know you're my dad , so what if i love you ! Im human for gods sake ! You think im like your
eldest daughter ? So easily influenced ? Well let me tell you something ,
you don't know me well enough ! So what if i mix with them , so what if their
a bunch of hooligans or whatever you call them ?! They are my friends and its up
to me if i become them or not ! You always put me down , make me feel so
unhuman and make me feel embarassed !
Why can't i live my life the way i want to ? Yeah i know ive lied alot to you ,
but you just won't let me go . Keeping me in this house , i feel like such an
animal being kept !
Adyah always say that im always happy , do you know how tired i get putting on
a facade ? Why do i always have to act like im happy ? I feel so hypocritic !
Stakat nak gy jogging ngan kawan pon takbuley !
Taking all my freedom away . Where can i put my pride now ?
I can't run , i cant have my extra curriculum activities . You've put me
down alot you know that ?! When i started track and field , you told me that
it gives me no future . When i first started working , you said their just making use of me
and its useless . You spoilt ALL my firsts ! Sometimes i feel like i can't take it ,
but thanks to God i can . Cause i believe he gives me obstacles i can
take , and thanks to him im still in this house ! Fuckshit ):