Everyone is so sinical .
Everyone in this world is so evil and erghhh .
Track and field teach people to be so selfish , and im serious , i mean ,
if you run the individuals , you gotta win , you aint gonna think about anyone else but yourself
And im sorry if im ever selfish . Its not my fault .
Im also very straight forward but thats how i grew up to be .
Its became a habit to tell people off at the slightest things .
Only when im kind , then you're lucky .
I read this book about finding your inner peace , and i realised that
im such a monster . I hope for myself that id change for the better .
And i also realised that im not ready for this lil thing called love .
Like stated , it really isnt a big thing , ive not even reached the 20s yet .
And now ive realised that ive never loved this guy called Khalaf .
It was just a long term infatuation . Im sorry if this is a random post ,
i was showering and i got back to reality .
People who are so called in love , im not saying your r/ship is not
love , but continue on with your deep crush with the guy you like .
Who knows it may turn out to be love .
And for those that are in deep bundle of confusion with the person
you love , think about it . Why put yourself in that state when
you can be single and happy ? (: