When i look at the couples celebrating their Monthsary ,
I feel so happy yet there's always a little tick of jealousy .
I wonder how it feels like celebrating it , with the ones they
really love . After looking at BabyFees' blog , i sure think she feels
super-duper happy *no offence fee , im happy for you (:*
I only lasted almost 3 months with NuhhhKhalaf .
But only celebrated One monthsary , and the others , was
a total wreck ):
I remembered on the 25th , a Friday , eventho it wasn't so much fun ,
you sang me a song that twirls around me when i on it out loud .
I miss you so much and no one can explain how much it hurts missing
you . I made you my life already , i put my faith to you hoping
you'd hold on to it . In the end when you didn't even try to
talk to me or meet me , i was the one who gave up .
And i know im in the wrong cause i gave you up , but
i didn't know it'll hurt so much as now . You didn't even
try to do anything , how would i know ?! I told you i feel
something is wrong but you simply said 'Its okay' and done .
I promised id love you and from the day i met you , i still love you
and never imagined this to happen . I know i must move on ,
and i will , but moving on without you has no point . I wanna go
through your dreams with you , and i wanna be YOUR world .
Unless you say you don't love me anymore , then ill back off .