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Reen ; Nurin Syarafina .
Not nice . Not even one bit .
Goodluck (:
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I just woke up .
And i got kinda shocked when i woke up at this hour .
But its coool . Anyway , i was a meeean beetch yesterday .
I spouted nonsense to alot of people .
And one hit hard on em , to him , sorry if i said
anything wrong on msn pertaining to your blog .
I really didn't mean it , i thought you'd find it as a hardcore joke
but i guess i was wrong . And yeah , you're not any kid anymore playing
these kinda games . Sorry you knew me cause im just 14 and you're so many years
older . I don't have your kind of thinking cause you are wayyy much mature than me .
So im sorry (:
Okay , so now after yesterday , after much thinking about it ,
i decided to really move on since he has already . Even tho my mind
was shouting 'How can you move on?!' . Haha . Yeah , he did move on .
Very fast infact which im very surprised at . So im ready to do what he did ,
which means im ready to face reality . And im kinda scared .
I knoww its so kental but this is my first time treating this r/ship seriously , So yeah , like he said , just move on .
And this time , im serious . So NuhKhalaf , you'd be just memories from now on .
No matter how much i hate to say that , you will be . Or more like ,
you've been just memories . But honestly , you're the first one
that i trust , the first one to woo me in just short notice .
The first one to make shivers run down my spine . The first one to hold me
like you'd never let go *false hope* . The first one to say 'I love you'
face to face with some love *false hope* . And the first one i regretted
breaking up with . And on top of all these , im the one at fault .
I wasn't the one who treasured you , i wasn't the one who held on
tightly to you . I didn't show any love to you . But i'd promise you one
thing , that id love you . And i do still , no matter how many boyfriends
i have in future , you'd still be the one i deeply fell in love with .
And i got kinda shocked when i woke up at this hour .
But its coool . Anyway , i was a meeean beetch yesterday .
I spouted nonsense to alot of people .
And one hit hard on em , to him , sorry if i said
anything wrong on msn pertaining to your blog .
I really didn't mean it , i thought you'd find it as a hardcore joke
but i guess i was wrong . And yeah , you're not any kid anymore playing
these kinda games . Sorry you knew me cause im just 14 and you're so many years
older . I don't have your kind of thinking cause you are wayyy much mature than me .
So im sorry (:
Okay , so now after yesterday , after much thinking about it ,
i decided to really move on since he has already . Even tho my mind
was shouting 'How can you move on?!' . Haha . Yeah , he did move on .
Very fast infact which im very surprised at . So im ready to do what he did ,
which means im ready to face reality . And im kinda scared .
I knoww its so kental but this is my first time treating this r/ship seriously , So yeah , like he said , just move on .
And this time , im serious . So NuhKhalaf , you'd be just memories from now on .
No matter how much i hate to say that , you will be . Or more like ,
you've been just memories . But honestly , you're the first one
that i trust , the first one to woo me in just short notice .
The first one to make shivers run down my spine . The first one to hold me
like you'd never let go *false hope* . The first one to say 'I love you'
face to face with some love *false hope* . And the first one i regretted
breaking up with . And on top of all these , im the one at fault .
I wasn't the one who treasured you , i wasn't the one who held on
tightly to you . I didn't show any love to you . But i'd promise you one
thing , that id love you . And i do still , no matter how many boyfriends
i have in future , you'd still be the one i deeply fell in love with .