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Thinking about what Ayuu have said , her words have been repeating in my mind forever .
I feel like she's right , at the same time , she's wrong .
He broke up with me on a Saturday .
I waited for him till he asked for me back .
I was then confused , thinking whether i should take him or not .
I took him , thinking he would make me trust him again .
But i guess i was wrong , he's not making the first move now .
Its even harder now , the heart break is becoming much worse .
Now my mind is being runned through with too much questions that
i don't know how to answer .
Is he toying with my feelings ?
Does he have another girlfriend ?
Why is he doing this to me ?
Does he know im hurt ?
Does he even realise ?
My baby boy , where'd you go ?
Why are you acting like this ? As though im nothing to you .
Don't you know this hurts ? uh b ? You tak tau ke hati i nie saket ?
I dah tunggu you , amek you balek , abeh you buat i mcm gini .
Maybe Ayuu is right , YOU are NOT worth my misery .
I baek-baek dgn you , i tak marah you lagi pasal ape yang i
raser , sbab i harap-harap satu hari you akan sedar just how much love i put into
you .
Its hard , its really hard . Everybody asked me to let you go , but i just kept quiet .