Please ah korang . Tak payah nak tambah problem and make me feel guilty .
Sorry ah , aku rase aku ader perkare lagi penting dari nak kasi dier simpati .
Yeah im being self-centered , but i don't care one puny peanut !

Everyone has been getting on my nerves !
That friggin Zhafir beats me like im a guy ! Fuckaaaa . Takde bodek pe siah pukol pompan .
Skarang tangan aku bengkak pasal kau . Puki ahhh . Takde care siahhh jadi lelaki .

And mister , am i invisible to you ? Im your ------ but you treat me like wind . Tell me one reason why you're treating me like this , what did i do wrong ? Sometimes i feel like saying all these in your face , sadly , i have no power to say all this . I find that whenever im angry or sad or anything , you're never there anymore . Honestly , you don't make me happy anymore . All you do is get me all fucked up inside . You don't even say those three words anymore . I feel really unappreciated and i don't know how much more i can take from you . Whatever i do , i think of you . But i have no idea whether you do the same . You don't do the things you used to do .

Whatever lah kay ,
The ones that makes me happy are only a few people which have been asking me to moveon with life .
Thanks Dee , Rad , Ayuu , Abg Ezz , Khai , Rafique , Jeremy , Zabir and Fadhil !