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Okay .
Im trying to change . I don't care what perception ,
what thoughts you have of me , im not caring about that anymore (:
What matters is i have the ones that care for me right
by my side . Ive been going to the masjid , Alhamdullilah !
Ive been praying frequently , Alhamdullilah ! Recite the
Quran , Alhamdullilah ! And im stopping my stupid mouth
from gossipping about you people who makes my life worse !
HAHAHA , okay-okay dah . So yeahh , BUT , im still gonna be the crazy
metta girl most of you have known . HAHA , shhh !
Okay , now Hafnizah , kayah , Ima and gang knows
i eat baby food . FINE ! yes i eat baby food , its been my lil secret !
So now , you guys know alrdy . You know the Gerber Fruit Medley ,
try it ! I swear ive been on it since forever !
Anyway , i had a fight with the sister i love , Ayuu .
I don't know what kinda happened and im a lil bit blur about it .
But all i know is that , I don't wanna lose her . She's the one i trust
and the one i can depend on . I realised that ive never made an effort
to understand how she feels while shes always been understanding towards me .
I feel so guilty and stupid . Now , shes just gone , like that .
I failed to be a good small syster , i failed to understand her , i failed to love her when
i said i do . Now , its just no one else .

Okay , this spamming-my-blog thing miss/mister ,
*sighs* decided not to write anything , HAHAHA ,
okay bye spammer , i know you love me too much to let go .
*sobs* Sad life you have (:

Last but not least ,
I miss my track babes !
can we go outt one dayy ?
Pretty pleeeeease !
Oh ,and Amalina and Shahirah ,
bring those boys along !
I can Izyan date each other like that !
(: We go shopping okay !
Loooooooooove yooooous !

Now im done .
I love mybestfriend (:
I love mister Nuhhhh (:
Yes i still do , okay byeeeee (:
Im a happy gooooober :D:D:D:D:D:D
CHing-a-LInggg baby !