♥

Im falling in love again .
Not with another different person .
but my same old Mister Rockstar .
Its just different when we're friends and
when we're lovers .
But he's obviously different from the person i knew
for the first 20 days .
What a sweet guy he was , oh how lovely it was for me
to have fallen in love with him .
Kimiko asked me to woo him back . But i see no point ,
its just not the same anymore .
I am crazy in love with him , like i was on the 25th of
January . It felt exactly the same like how im feeling now .
Somehow or another , Ive never felt like this before .
Even tho he's the one who's hurt me most ,
mentally . When i think about him , he just makes me burst into tears ,
tears of joy and sadness .
Well , overall , i still have a bloody huge crush on him !
:D:D:D:D:D .

And , I miss my sisterrrr so muchhh . My dear Ayuu , i love you (:
I adore how you can stand and realise whats right and whats wrong .
I miss you alot and alot and alot !
Once again , i love you (: