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I just learnt that Guys can't mix around with girls AT ALL .
Okay that was stupid of me .
Yeah , im starting to learn these religious stuffs .
Its kinda cool .
Caleb asked me to learn these things too .
Well , at least now i know how to read the Quran
and know about Islam more .
The person who gave the Syarahan said to all girls that ,
if we currently have a boyfriend , and he doesn't touch you at all ,
it means he respects and loves you .
Cooooool , but then saddening .
At least Caleb respects me (:
Well , grandma says i still have so much more to learn .
Yeah , i know , why am i suddenly into these ?
Because i wanna go to heaven :D

Anyway , im currently finding a jobbbb .
A part-time job but for the whole year .
Its sooo hard to find a job who pays good .
I have loads of things to buy .
Birthday presents , sheesh . One after another
siakzxxzxx .
Well , on the 15th and 25th is the dat i HAVE TO remember of course .
Im buying something secretttttt :D:D:D:D:D .

Well , To my dearest sys .
Im not disappointed that you broke up with him .
Its okay , i understand how you feel .
To be locked up inside , you just wanna get out and fly .
And yes , im growing stronger .
I will prove to him whatever he needs to realise .
One day , he'll know . For now , i can lead a life on my own (:
Thank you , for advising me , for telling me and make me
realise whats right and whats wrong .
I loooooove you ! (: