One whole week , I still don't want to face my reality .
I can't bear to live without him .
Ive been crying , trying so hard not to whenever i see him .
But i can't help it .
Sometimes i don't listen in class and
remember the times we used to laugh and joke around .
Everytime i pass by the place you asked me to be yours ,
i cry no matter where i am .
I cry and cry and cry , im not sick of it .
Im really not , because it reminds me of you ,
and you make me happy .
When i see you in school , you look so happy , like nothing is wrong .
Why ? It makes me feel isolated , like you don't love me anymore .
I know the reasons for the break up are very reasonable , but
you promised you'll love me , but i don't see any point of you loving me
when you're happy without me already . Everyone always asked me whats wrong ,
why am i not socializing , why im quiet and stuffs , why i always daydream .
Because i don't wanna face whats happened , i really don't want to .
I don't know what else to do .
I love you and this is the first time i feel like i need to treasure you ,
forever . I hear people saying im a fool to fall in love with you ,
but i feel glad that i loved you , i love you , and i will always love you .
I think about you everytime without fail thinking if you're still loving me ,
thinking if you've fallen for another girl , thinking if you even think about me .
I have Ayuu , I have Faiz , I have Radiah , but i want you , i really want
you so badly . )):