Nuh Khalaf , if you were to read this , I hope you understand ):
I love you , alot , as much as i can . Its been haunting me ,
its not that i don't wanna take you back . But im afraid of losing
you again if i do . I don't want to , i really don't wanna go through this
again . I don't have the heart to take this blow . But , you just don't understand ,
that day after recess , something happened and i was so pissed off i cried in the AVA
theatrette during History , lucky it was dark and no one saw except for Azhar and
Val . She's pretty , and im jealous . Im very jealous and im disappointed , she kept looking at you since she was sitting at your column . And im jealous , i can't take it .
I feel like giving up on you , but then i need to wait .
Sometimes i feel your love for me is gone , then i get carried away .
Im sad , confused , angry , frustrated because of you .
Know how much that hurts ?
I don't know who to seek help from .
I just want you to know , and i want you to realise ,
that i treasure you so much .
Every little thing that you do wrong , hurts me alot .
But i don't care , i don't care . I love you , for once , i love you .
ive never treasured anyone as much as i do you .
Now , i hope you understand why i don't wanna
take you back ):



Ayuu ; I love you sis , but im not strong enough . ive been like this for a week and have never been like this before .
Syaaff; I miss you lah syaaff ):