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Reen ; Nurin Syarafina .
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I did wrong to Nuh Khalaf , i did something very wrong . Not that its a big matter , its just very tiny , but im having some guilty conscience . Whatever it is , its gonna be our 1st month , so far , everything is seriously smooth . Like no fights or whatever . We're both always laughing whenever we're alone . I don't usually talk to him alot when people are surrounding me .
I love my oh-so-wangi , oh-so-cute , oh-so-dimply Nuh Khalaf !
Did i mention how badly I miss Ayuu ?
Did i mention howbadly I miss Zahrin ?
Did i mention how badly I miss syaaff ?
Well , im gonna mention it here !
I MISS AYUU !
I MISS SYAAFF my cutie pie !
I MISS ZAHRIN .
In this world , sometimes , i don't mention certain names , whom i miss or whatever .
Like Nadiah or Radiah or Nadzirah or Natrisha or Atiqah or Cheryl or Amalina or Shahirah or Izyan or Nadia or Iffah or Aisyah or Nadee or Jamie or anyother people i know .
But , their already my family , we see each other everyday ,
and they know i love them to bits .
So ,let me just say it , say it out sooo loud !
* I LOVE YOU ALL ! *
Okay , i know ive been bragging about how much i dislike my oldest sister .
But ! I still miss the fights we had .
I miss the days we laughed but still hated each other .
I miss every bad thing that happened between me and her .
Andddd , To her , she , whoever she is ,
Im not angry at you , im not jealous or whatsoever .
But i feel dissappointed and sad that you've shown me that you don't appreciate whatever Ive done for you .
Yes , he is yours . Take him all you want .
But you're being unreasonable about that i can't even be friends with him when ive been his super duper close friend ?
Yes , you fought with him , you love him , you've been with him for 10 months or whatever .
Guess what ? My fighting with him , is far more worse than yours . My love for him as a goodfriend is far more worth it than yours . My 2 years of being his friend is far more risky than your 10 months . I wouldnt want him , if i did , i would have stolen him away from you sooner . So please , He clearly stated you asked him to do it , so i take it as you did .
If you badly wanna defend yourself , theres no use anymore because in the end , i would still ignore him like hes a total stranger ! Stop acting like you don't care because in school you badly wanna tell me you didnt ask him to do it . All ive ever done for you , you coming to me when you're having problems with him , you crying to me when he ignores you , and i have to sacrifice , whatever you ask me to do , ask him to forgive you , ask him to understand , ask him to do this , ask him to do that , i have to take whatever he says to me after that . He will think im being unreasonable , he will think i don't understand him . But i sacrifice that . And you don't even realise it ? This is what im crying for , you doing this to me , you being unfair to me . Yeah , the world is unfair . Please , your life isn't the only one whos drowning .
I love my oh-so-wangi , oh-so-cute , oh-so-dimply Nuh Khalaf !
Did i mention how badly I miss Ayuu ?
Did i mention howbadly I miss Zahrin ?
Did i mention how badly I miss syaaff ?
Well , im gonna mention it here !
I MISS AYUU !
I MISS SYAAFF my cutie pie !
I MISS ZAHRIN .
In this world , sometimes , i don't mention certain names , whom i miss or whatever .
Like Nadiah or Radiah or Nadzirah or Natrisha or Atiqah or Cheryl or Amalina or Shahirah or Izyan or Nadia or Iffah or Aisyah or Nadee or Jamie or anyother people i know .
But , their already my family , we see each other everyday ,
and they know i love them to bits .
So ,let me just say it , say it out sooo loud !
* I LOVE YOU ALL ! *
Okay , i know ive been bragging about how much i dislike my oldest sister .
But ! I still miss the fights we had .
I miss the days we laughed but still hated each other .
I miss every bad thing that happened between me and her .
Andddd , To her , she , whoever she is ,
Im not angry at you , im not jealous or whatsoever .
But i feel dissappointed and sad that you've shown me that you don't appreciate whatever Ive done for you .
Yes , he is yours . Take him all you want .
But you're being unreasonable about that i can't even be friends with him when ive been his super duper close friend ?
Yes , you fought with him , you love him , you've been with him for 10 months or whatever .
Guess what ? My fighting with him , is far more worse than yours . My love for him as a goodfriend is far more worth it than yours . My 2 years of being his friend is far more risky than your 10 months . I wouldnt want him , if i did , i would have stolen him away from you sooner . So please , He clearly stated you asked him to do it , so i take it as you did .
If you badly wanna defend yourself , theres no use anymore because in the end , i would still ignore him like hes a total stranger ! Stop acting like you don't care because in school you badly wanna tell me you didnt ask him to do it . All ive ever done for you , you coming to me when you're having problems with him , you crying to me when he ignores you , and i have to sacrifice , whatever you ask me to do , ask him to forgive you , ask him to understand , ask him to do this , ask him to do that , i have to take whatever he says to me after that . He will think im being unreasonable , he will think i don't understand him . But i sacrifice that . And you don't even realise it ? This is what im crying for , you doing this to me , you being unfair to me . Yeah , the world is unfair . Please , your life isn't the only one whos drowning .